Trigger Warning: I talk about racism, hate crimes, Asian fetish and cuss a good amount in this video. If you do not like any of those things, you are free to click away to another video. It starts off pretty angry, but it does mellow out into my true intentions for peace towards the end.
Because of the emotional and touchy subjects I talk about, I have disabled comments. All I care about is having this content out there and for other Asians and allies to know that strong Asian women like me exist. That there are many of us who have yet to show our true, powerful selves and we’re pissed TF off about the news propaganda and disgusting Asian fetish sickos with porn addictions being out of control leading to death and destruction because they have low self-esteem. That’s not our problem and our people do not deserve to be pulled into those psychos’ crazy attacks and horrible responses to their own lives and how THEY choose to react to the pandemic. God/The Universe sees all and Karma will enforce The Universal Laws of Balance and Justice for ALL. I already see it unfolding in the news.
I am prepared to lose it all (followers) to gain a sense of full authenticity and to redirect my energy, content and channel to be for the people who get and like who I truly am. Strong and Bold AF. At some time in the future, I look forward to creating more sole eczema content, but I am a real and I am going to talk about what is important to me as I feel inspired to.
This channel is not for everyone. Just as not everyone is for me. I refuse to be a slave to the algorithm and complete strangers who might not have the best intentions. This is my channel, my kitchen and I’m the chef here. I am at peace with losing followers in order to make room for the ones who can and will support my content and messages for a fair and egalitarian future for ALL people. All means all. All means ALL (aka more than just white)!
Also, I realize that I contradict myself in one part of the video saying that it is too bad that some content creators choose to avoid talking about race and then when I’ve cooled off later in the video, I say that it is up to each content creator to decide what they truly feel inspired to create and share on their platform. I honestly feel both ways about it depending on my mood, but ultimately, I believe that a platform belongs to the one creating on it and that if others/followers want them to talk about race, they can do it themselves. Some people are either not ready or do not have the backbone or strength to face all of the pain that our world is going through. Honestly, I’m also very sensitive and too lazy to deal with potential hate comments, so I disabled the comments. So, I really cannot judge negatively of those who choose to avoid talking about race directly or at all. The change in the global society is happening regardless and I believe that there are more people who want change and true social justice than there are those who are still willing to silently support an unjust, unfair, outdated and idiotic white supremacist Matrix agenda any longer. I trust the Universe and I believe in the future improving. It has to for our survival as a human species.
Products Used:
Mirror – Jeffree Star Cosmetics Mirror Halloween 2019 Collection. (I know he has a problematic racist past, but his beauty brand represents more people now, brought awareness to Black Lives Matter and George Floyd’s murder, and does not say the N word anymore, so I believe that is a positive change that he has made despite his dramatic past. He also has many people of color who are fans of his products because they are so high quality and durable and within a reasonably affordable price range.)
Skincare:
Eye Cream – Youth To The People Adaptogen Deep Moisture Cream (I use it as an eye cream even though it is a face cream because it’s hard for me to find an eye cream that I like. I also like it for my face.)
Face Cream – Boscia Chia Seed Moisture Cream
Lipbalm – Sprouts Vanilla Bean Lipbalm
Makeup:
Brow Pencil – Zuzu Luxe Brow Pencil in Mink
Eye Primer – Sephora Beauty Amplifier Prime Eyeshadow Primer
Eyeshadow – Urban Decay Honey Palette – Amber for inner shimmer, Sting and Drip for outer corner and crease
Eyeliner – Tarte Double Take Eyeliner (liquid), Tarteist Clay Paint Liner (inner bottom eyeliner)
Mascara – Pat McGrath Dark Star Mascara Mini
Concealer – Kosas Revealer Super Creamy and Brightening Concealer
Contour – Nars Laguna with a touch of TheBalm Meet Matt(e) Matte Eyeshadow
Lipliner – Zuzu Luxe Lipliner in Port
Lipstick – Fenty Beauty Lipstick in Griselda
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